Monday, February 22, 2010

This morning (we didn't have school so I went back to sleep) I had a weird dream.
It started with my sister, dad, and I in my truck. I was driving us to my mom's house , I'm assuming. We were on the expressway all alone, it was night and the only light was coming from the headlights of the truck. We were on the expressway and all of a sudden, the road became a mess. There were chunks of concrete missing from the road and were lying everywhere. There were also those orange water barrels everywhere. Islowed to a stop cause I was freaked. Then a car started to honk its horn repeatedly, but we were the only ones on the road.
I continued to drive and got off at our exit, O was contemplating on which way to turn, I could drive ten minutes to my mom's, or five to my friend's, but I wasn't sure if she would help me. I don't know what I decided because we were now going north on Linden road, which is a road that also goes to my mom's, running almost parallel to the expressway. It was still night and dark. We were coming up to the bridge and my vision got really dimmed, I could hardly see. I was trying to ask my dad to drive, but my voice wouldn't go above a whisper. The I woke up.

Friday, February 12, 2010

My (Apparent) Valentine.

"I wish you were my Valentine
Though I may not be yours,
And I may, in my ignorance,
Be speaking to closed doors.

I have no inkling of your heart,
No hint of what you might say;
But when I think of you the sun
Will just not go away.

There is a loveliness in you
That makes my darkness shine,
and so I'll wait, if wait I must,
To be your Valentine."

I found this poem stuck in my locker door after leaving Civics class. I bawwwwed.
I don't know who it came from. I asked my friends if they wrote it but they denied it. Then I thought, what if it wasn't meant for me, but I got I on accident. But it would've been kinda hard to do that cause my locker was decorated sith a banner and ballonons for my birthday, btw, I'm 17 now. =D
But, Idk.
If it was for me, I guess I'll find out who it is eventually.

Monday, February 8, 2010

I facepalmed.

Well, a few weeks ago my ex-bf (I mean best friend here) took it upon herself to make an attempt at hooking me up with someone. His name is Ken. At first I was like, "oh, that's cool. Thanks." But this kid, I just facepalm everytime he comes to my mind. I could tell, after txting him for five minutes, he was strange. I swear, these are the Rules of Ken Txting: 1. If a word can be replaced with a letter, do it. 2. If there is a lack of response, call them until they respond. 3. Always steer the conversation towards sex.
The first time I txted with him, he called me eleven times. Most of the time I would just let it ring, and others I would hit ignore. But he kept callin me, so I asked him if he knew he was doing it, and he said' "yeah, answer me." I was like, "no, I'm not going to." But he kept txting me and bein strange, he eventually gave me his friend Randy's number who I txting thinking he would be not like Ken, whoch he isn't but. He's just as strange. He believes that him amd Ken are in a relationship, which, btw, isn't true. But Randy seemed to believe it and kept saying that I was screwing it up, so I quit txting them all together. Then, all was right with the world for a month or so.. Until last Saturday.
I got a txt from Skylar, Ken's "cousin." He was tellin me how he was Ken's cousin for Florida, a blonde hair, blue eyed surfer with a twin brother. I almost thought it might really be his cousin too. There were three reasons I didn't. 1. He followed Ken's Rules for Txting. 2. His area code was, wait for it, the same as mine here in Michigan. 3. He kept asking my why I didn't like Ken and telling me to give him another chane. I told him I did 't believe him amd called him out on the Florida lie, to which he confessed. He refused to give up the act though, we went for a long while arguing about it, finally I said forget it, I believe you (lie). He said okay, blah blah blah night.
The next day Randy txted me and said it was Ken. What did I do?
I facepalmed.

Why do people have to be so difficult?

Thy Will Be Done, oh Creator of the List.

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Sunday, February 7, 2010

Referring back to a previous post of mine...
Glad to see my /b/rothers get it ^^

To Penny.

Thanks for sending me that message.
I'm gonna have to get creative with my posts.
As the post before this clearly states: I AM BACK
I'M BACK BABY!